My sweet Amelia, Oh how we miss you!!
2018-
I am sorry that we didn't get to celebrate your 1st birthday the way I had planned. Instead we were living in a hotel room because 4 days before your birthday, our apartment caught fire. I am thankful that I went back in and got the few things of yours that could NEVER be replaced. So life was a little hectic that week. But I still wished you a happy birthday on your day. We got into a new place on my birthday, and got all your stuff out and up where we see you everyday.
Christmas is always going to be hard for me. Your sweet brother picks out a special miniature ornament for you. 2018 he picked out a cute little puppy and kitty one!! Man, he misses you like crazy and would be amazing with you!!!
2019-
Once again, your birthday wasn't celebrated the way I wanted. We got cupcakes and a balloon for you. Your brother wanted to buy you gifts and everything. It is so incredibly hard telling him no all the time when he wants to get things for you.
Christmas was a little easier this year. Your ornament for this year is a cute little rocking horse! Im going to have to get a small tree for all your miniature ornaments.
2020-
So far this year has been tough for me. You are on my mind daily. I have cried more this year than I have in the past year. I wish I knew why, but I guess it's all part of the healing. Baby girl, I miss you soooooooo much!!
