Sweet Friends

A few friends I had met online gathered up some money and got us this really cool lamb. It came with a little heart that could record the babys heartbeat from an ultrasound!!

Not What We Wanted

July 7th appointment seemed to take forever to get here. With not sleeping well and hoping they were wrong, we prepared ourselves for the worst news possible. And sadly we got just that. Baby 2.0 didn't have a bladder or either kidney. We were given the option to abort the pregnancy or continue it knowing the outcome wouldn't be what we wanted. Of course we chose to carry on with it as neither of us believe in abortion. Now we had to figure out when would be the best time to tell our 6 year old that the baby he knows about and is looking forward to having won't be coming home with us

Worst News Ever

June 21, 2017 was supposed to be the best day of my second pregnancy, we were to find out if baby 2.0 was a boy or a girl!!! During my ultrasound, the tech was having trouble seeing things. At the time, neither me or my hubby were concerned since the baby was really low and in a bad position. So we weren't able to find out the sex of the baby. After the ultrasound and sitting in the waiting room, we went back to talk to my OB. Once he came in the room, we got the news that changed everything. We got news that the baby had low to almost no amniotic fluid and the possibly no kidneys. I was then sent over to a high risk doctor to get a better ultrasound done. That tech was unable to locate one kidney for sure, and was having trouble seeing the other due to the baby being so low and in a bad position. When set up a second high risk ultrasound for July 7, 2017 to see if baby would move into a better position.

Baby 2.0